shit…我好驚this time
希望冇咩事.. 

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I am not a ‘multi-taskable’ person.
I find it so hard to manage my time well when schedule are packed at the same time – this is the problem.

I have been skipping some of the classes these week for the sake of working on my report (one big headache).
I have turned down my professor for some lab work, he is kind enough to say ‘No worry’, but I am worried. I feel so sorry for him.
For the weekdays RA work – I have 罷工 for the week -v-
And there’s an interview on Friday morning, and being a helper for info day on Sat. 
Not to mention my weekly plan of working out and yoga, and some talks that I would love to attend.
And I haven’t meet some of my friends for a long time…T-T

What I realize is – keeping yourself busy doesn’t make you feel any better – you still need time for yourself, on your own. But there’s no choice, right?

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Start missing mum and dad and it has been the second Sunday without family T-T

Sunday is the best day of the week to spend with family and it doesn’t mean to be fully packed with schedules. Get up. Brunch. Tea. and time for dinner. and occasionally – hiking. (Autumn is the best timing for hiking! I am now training my legs to withstand the muscular strain from walking up stair – before starting my idea of conquering ALL hiking trails in Hong Kong practically :P) 

Tried Pranayama and Meditation this morning. Through various types of inhaling and exhaling exercises – which are essential steps in yoga practice – you will learn how to control our breathing and help to control our thoughts. And as a beginner it’s really hard to get rid of thoughts, entirely – and to get into a stage when you are only focusing on the changing colors in your mind. (I can finally understand the feeling when Liz is having her meditation in the ashram -v-) but anyhow, I can feel that my body kind of go into a stage that I need some internal force to move my own limbs and fingers (i am not asleep). this is amazing o.O

The photo was taken in Long Ke when we were up for the sunrise. I remember how comfortable the night when I was sleeping in a tent with the sound of rolling sea waves. I always complain about the bustling environment of HKG, but not now – it’s just a matter of willingness and time, nature is always there for you.

a very random post. 

And my October is really deadly. I am desperate in bringing back the missing puzzle pieces of my life in November. Time to work again :S

from some casual chat with some friends:

it’s sad when people who are materialistic don’t aware that they are one of them.

意志不堅定時也會動搖 但當我停下來靜思過後 便會發現一切只是幻象 – you know what you need, which is 不變的..

今日記事, 20111013

有時候為免睇得自己太重要,把自身問題放大十倍,倒不如將精力及關心放在大社會裡,用自己有限的能力去開解有需要的人。當你知道外面的世界有人就算活在艱辛的環境,也比你我活得更堅強時;你從此不會再看得自己的問題太重要,不再太self-centered。

這是其中一個令我堅持的動力吧。

就算那天很累了,也依然跟隨一班好有心的大好青年深夜了解香港露宿問題,風雨不改。今天的主題是探討露宿者的就職問題,探訪了維園日本混血兒&露宿者之家的威廉,想不到他們學識淵博,見解獨到,又有人生智慧!可惜天雨及時間關系,未能夠深入了解背後問題,留意到的只時片面的風光。

人總會有惰性,我都曾經比過藉口自己唔出現。但每次完成後的都有不同的感受,就係呢份意義令我覺得值得吧 🙂

要訓了,明天還要早起做LAB,努力!(唔可以再好似今日咁呃my boss XD)